Tabanacle - Heart Cries lyrics

[Verse 1: Tabanacle] Look, I could speak about the hatred and I could speak about my love I could tell you about the beatings, I could tell you about the d** I could tell you about my mama, now she left me as a kid All them times that I was reckless, no respect from where I live Now I'm older and wiser, I reflect on what I did And I regret the things I done with you, accept me and forgive Let me live, I've been a kid, nah man here how I've grown I don't need an army by me, I can stand here on my own I've been alone for many years and I ain't asking to your help During listening to my music, don't you ask me how I felt! Ain't never had no luxury, no parted up in wealth I just tried to make the best of all the cards that I've been dealt So that's the reason me and you can never be the same Your life's a story, you ain't never really seen the pain About times I couldn't eat and didn't sleep for days Its funny, your life's sunny, and all I've seen is rain [Hook] Yeah, this ground we live in, but it never pays Uh, so we just wishing on better em days Deal with f** we're given, I don't ask why Heart left, listen to the rhythm when my heart cries Uh, they say they love you but they never change Wish I could just disappear and get away Deal with f** we're given, I don't ask why Heart left, listen to the rhythm when my heart cries [Verse 2: L Jinny] About to reach to my brudders I feel it in my veins This symphony is something like the seasons interchange I took you through the rainy days, soon I'll be in the Range I grew up wearing that same hoodie when the winter came And yeah I'm rhyming on mic, didn't tick time up for crime These rappers stuntin' like they flossing but they signing on like Every other day of the week, I'm fully grinding wide awake while they sleep Believe I'm, cough from another breathe Come from the gutter deep My pump will stack Gratata, hungry for bu*ter, ghee Guns get the grub for free, it's ugly when love is cheap Ain't no one loving me, ain't no one not loving peep And every other months in Janaza Tryna raise some funds, get some guns up in Gaza s**ed up by the dunya, forgetting the hereafter My only chance in seeing heaven's if I die a martyr Tell em [Hook] Yeah, this ground we live in, but it never pays Uh, so we just wishing on better em days Deal with f** we're given, I don't ask why Heart left, listen to the rhythm when my heart cries Uh, they say they love you but they never change Wish I could just disappear and get away Deal with f** we're given, I don't ask why Heart left, listen to the rhythm when my heart cries