T.S.O.L - It's Gray lyrics

She lives in a shadowy park Miles from where I dwell Born and raised in Hell ? feelings ??? Mounting pa**ion, sense is really Love is nothing but carnival stealing You'll see (x2) Once around the cycle and you can get used to it Twice around the cycle and you can get more of it Three times around the cycle and you start to get sick Four times around the cycle and you wonder is it worth it Well I don't know what it's all about And it makes me wonder will it ever work out Well I don't know but it makes me feel so down So down, oh so down Well it's gray It's gray Your gonna tell me that you love me when you know it's just a lie Your gonna tell me that you love me cause you know it makes me cry When I look in your eyes, I see all I fear This gray game you're playin' keeps me cryin' black tears Well I don't know what it's all about And it makes me wonder will it ever work out Well I don't know why it makes me feel so down So down, oh so down It's gray (x2) You look one way, you can see the gray game You look the other way, you can see it's just the same We live our lives in fear and shame Lies, and adultery and everything else that maims Well I don't know what it's all about And it makes me wonder will it ever work out Well I don't know and it makes me feel so down So down, oh so down Well It's gray