Not good enough Is the thought that I thought that I could see But I was really spiritually blind Going to church on Sunday Then Monday smoking on a spliff and still be thinking I could uplift The name of Christ with my hands waved up in the air Livin a double life and swearin the lord was someone accord With all the things that I chose to do But serving two gods homie be like bein a blood and you be sportin blue You say it aint true homie don Read it yourself Matthew chapter 7; 21 through 23 It happened to me a pastor Thinking I could live a lukewarm life And carry a knife in my left hand And in my right carry a bible Shout revival Then shake it twice for my survival But little did I know that it would all come to a end Walking home from school on a Friday with a unsafe friend I seen my dads car wrecked down the street So I ran to see if he was alive but no one was in side I couldn What was going on? So I ran to the house to see if I could get the info from my mom The door was wide open so I ran frantically down the hall Shoutin and screamin But no one seemed to hear my call Was I dreaming? Or could it really be The rapture happened and the lord took everyone except for me I dropped to my knees and prayed but couldn The way I could before when he was knocking at my hearts door So here I am alone in a world that And if I wanna buy some clothes or eat they say that I gotta take the mark Now it Take it or starve I quickly take my pick I choose to rob and steal cuz ill never take the 666 I jump in a stolen car Get on the freeway heading east Cuz they To all my homeboys and homeboys I say you better get right Cuz when Christ comes back it To all my homeboys and homeboys I say you better get right Cuz when Christ comes back it Its three months later in an abandoned building I live Constantly ducking and dodging cuz I I Cuz I know Jesus aint comin back for a second pa** I blast just to stay alive I Cuz like ice did to me It If I would I wouldn But I thought the life I lived in god To go to church on Sunday and keep my bible from collecting dust What I I guess they found my hiding place Cuz all I see is Uzi They say renounce your god or die So I reply The lord is my savior as the tears run down my eyes My time has finally come I guess I To my fathers paradise A place where sinners will never know They walk me up the platform Its execution time Now on the heavenly stages The only place I rhyme They lay me down Its only seconds till I Please god have mercy Somebody catch my head