T Bone Burnett - Ashes Everywhere lyrics

I'll be silent in my solitude Can't fight my smile Or my gratitude I'm afraid of what I might do 'Cuz there's no me if there's no me and you I wish that I could open up your eyes To feel the sun that burns in your mind I can't deal with what you have done Reincarnate I wonder who I might become With the potential of a loaded gun I could be as fresh as hard bubblegum I don't have nothing now I want me some First some of you Then some of everyone Oh darling since you've been away from me I know how the pins feel In the bowling alley They say love is something you feel but never see When I see you I firmly disagree I'm just trying to be all that I can be Without destroying you now Or joining the army Your ashes must be blowing everywhere 'Cuz I can seem to feel you And you're nowhere near And though you didn't say so I can tell that you still care We could have had it all But then, nothing is fair I still think about washing your hair I wish I could wash away all of your despair