SZA - Sobriety lyrics

[Verse 1] I had a dream last night you gave me a ring With a f**ing castle on it And a diamond on top that's all I really wanted Whoa oh Whoa Until two aliens came and chopped both our heads off With samurai swords At least we died together that's what I thought I woke up huggin' leather, am I out of pocket? She ain't got no soul she ain't got no heart Love will stunt your growth Love will make it hard to stay sober So hard to stay sober [Chorus] I'mma be fine anyway I'mma be cool I'mma keep calm I'mma be right anyway Better than you, better than her I'mma be old anyway I'mma be on/off anyway I'mma be on/off anyway [Verse 2] I been through like six swishers In one day with one grape and one blueberry What would my mother say? She want me to be married And happy and whole not high and alone Whoa, that xanax make you trip,I still ain't got no whip I still ain't got no friends At least I got my family, bullsh** My daddy still can't stand me That hate don't make you hard Hate'll make you old Haters gone too far Hate is all I know And I just can't stay sober I can't stay sober You should see the look on your face [Chorus] [Outro] Just can't stay sober I'm trying to stay alive I can't stay sober I'm just trying to stay alive I can't stay sober, I Alive I don't know man