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I take myself to this place Every year on every year And they are always here They never leave There are three-hundred and sixty-four days That I can throw away Drown out my sorrow And forget all the things my head replays I've stolen it all It's nothing to fall Nothing to fall over again Let's start over again Let's take it all out I will open this skull if it takes me all night Find the piece in my mind where the shame of it lies I will carve it out And when I re-stitch the skin on my newly blank head I won't know all those times I'd have been better off dead I've stolen it all It's nothing to fall Nothing to fall over again Let's start over again Let's take it all out In my mind My horrible mind But there are three, six and five That one day that comes back Every year I build this trap And I drive out, just to brush off some dirt Pretend this has meaning Pretend I don't hurt