System Syn - Tracing Veins lyrics

I take nothing from this I walk away holding air Just barely in my lungs Aspirating blood from choking on these memories of fantasies That there will be a light for me There will be no light in this hollow There will be no voice for me to follow Past the damage and regret Past the fire I could not set To tell myself that I'm alive Give me a reason to survive What does it matter now If this will ever happen Tell me you even care That I have sunk so low What does it matter now If I won't live to see this Why would you even care When I'm not there to burden you with guilt What does it matter now What does it matter now What does it matter now What does it matter now Tracing veins upon my skin And holding in my every scream to just a whisper Choked back to just a ghost of a real emotion And everything's inside Boiling just behind my eyes Everything's inside Boiling just behind my eyes But they're too dry to open And you're too blind to notice But what does it matter now What does it matter now What does it matter now If this will ever happen Tell me you even care That I have sunk so low What does it matter now If I won't live to see this Why would you even care When I'm not there to burden you with guilt What does it matter now What does it matter now What does it matter now What does it matter now