System Syn - The Saddest Sound Was You lyrics

Another phone call Another life lost to the monster I've become I try to break apart from myself I try to believe there is a better part of me The half that used to do these things Tries so desperately to die I want to let it die Will you let it die And pretend that I have changed Another phone call Another chance to prove I'll never k** again This has to be worth something Can't a man like me hope to find redemption in the end I walk on water Always staring at the holes nailed through my feet I know I'm sinking I always knew these wounds would be my ending Another phone call Another chance to prove I'll never k** again This has to be worth something Can't a man like me hope to find redemption in the end? I don't have any strange delusions I won't receive what I deserve I know the past is close behind me But please believe me that I tried Another phone call One more reminder of the things I can't escape I thought this would be a chance to prove, that I could just k** half of me Please believe me that I tried I want to let it die Please believe me that I tried Will you let it die Please believe me that I tried I want to let it die Please believe me that I tried And pretend that I have changed Another phone call Another chance to prove I'll never k** again This has to be worth something Can't a man like me hope to find redemption in the end? Another phone call Another chance to prove I'll never k** again This has to be worth something Can't a man like me hope to find redemption in the end?