System Syn - I Never Was lyrics

I want an enemy like you I want to lie until it's true I'll trade this life for something new If that means I can blame it all on you You want to run away from this Detach yourself from what you'll miss You'd trade this life for one last kiss Anything for instant bliss I don't think you know me now And I don't think you ever will You live your life moving on But you are always standing still Fighting tides of burden Red from all the lives that you once wore You pealed away your human face And I don't know you anymore They say everything must die Apply that now to you and I These things you hold are in the past And you know why they didn't last It wasn't my fault, it wasn't our time It's not like life came with a perfect design There's one person to blame and you know it's not me I'll give you one f**ing guess who that person could be I owe you nothing I don't owe you anything at all How am I the enemy By design or destiny This is want life was meant to be And you thrive off the tragedy You can say it's my fault if that helps you to sleep Or just choke on the secrets that you made me keep you were afraid of me then and you're afraid of me still You want to see through me but you never will