System Syn - Reality Is lyrics

I'm half way sane today Or was it yesterday Or is that you that I'm thinking of I only broke down four or five... Or as many years as I've been alive And you're not I caught myself thinking about you It could be I was looking at you And your face wasn't quite the same Without your gla**es I wouldn't recognize you Could be the damage from the bullet Or the coroner's knife And I packed your things you know Stuck my finger in the pool That you left on your bedroom floor And from the rag my father used to clean up your blood I cut a square A little piece of you alive for me But little piece of mind for the family But don't worry I know that we'll do fine And I know why you had to leave Just tell me there's a light Because life is k**ing me And I am only so strong