Syndrome - Soul Preservation lyrics

I'm doing chin-ups on the bars you set I feel like I'm the only one I feel like no one saw it coming, not a single one I hear you taking shots, pulling up a paper gun These days, no real, not a single one Heart racing, on the run k**er beat let her run They thought I would be done Now they say I'm the one But they keep it 100 I school kids 101 I spend money on a chain What you get it for? Money hangs you by the neck, bought into the metaphor One in the morning, I'm like I gotta work a little more Working in the bay so they can play me up in Ecuador Small circle, but I know they all got me Capture the moment, yeah, I swear to you I'm savvy Why does everybody want to tell you, "Get a plan B" Don't lose your soul just to make them all happy You got to get up if you want to see the sunrise Why you living like you got more than one life? Imma run the game, never cared about a shoe size Tell me how to live when you're perfect in your own life Cause nobody's out here to save you Don't let the world go and change you I wonder where my heart is if I'm never starving Will I ever change? God, please keep me guarded If you want to make it, then you gotta make it work If only you can see the pain living in my work If you felt the mind state that I'm living in Moved 8 times, living room's what I'm living in Never said a thing, I'm just happy for the roof Freestyles out the school like, yo, we got the juice Now I hardly see you, man, far from the truth Haven't seen you in a year But you choose what you choose, right No matter where you find yourself, I wish you the best But can you find happiness if no one's left? When you risk everything, what is really left? It tears me apart, that was so far apart I want to hit you up but I don't know where to start Finding the words like throwing darts in the dark I guess growing pains when you're growing apart, huh Why you living like you got more than one life? Imma run the game, never cared about a shoe size Tell me how to live when you're perfect in your own life Cause nobody's out here to save you Don't let the world go and change you (Cause nobody's out here to save you) Stars can fall too, yeah, we see it all the time Don't lose your soul for the Hollywood sign I'm scared of what I'm thinking Man, I can't really tell Am I writing for the people or am I talking to myself? Lost close friends that I thought I'd never lose You gave me the confidence so now I'm confused Did I do something different? Am I somebody new? When you're willing to win, you gotta be willing to lose So Imma chase dreams while you're chasing a drink Life has got me messed up, man, I don't wanna think My soul is on the edge and my heart's on the brink Success is an ocean and I don't want to sink Look at the price to be one of a kind You don't care who you lose, but yet you're looking behind You don't know what you want until you're all out of time You won't find your soul in those Hollywood signs Cause nobody's out here to save you Don't let the world go and change you