Sworn In - Mirror Fear lyrics

I’d cauterize my eyes to avoid the fear Of looking into a f**ing mirror I see ugly, I don’t see a trace of me Tell me it’s not true I’ll smile and f**ing disagree I’d cauterize my eyes to avoid the fear Of looking into a f**ing mirror It might sound dramatic but it’s sincere I’d do anything to look and have nothing appear Distorted gla** shimmers through my spine Warped reflections this body’s not f**ing mine My face gets cold while the rest of me sweats Cope with a bottle and two packs of cigarettes Strung out and burnt up beyond repair If I could see what you see I’d be fine I swear But I don’t and I just f**ing can’t I’m sorry for the bother, I didn’t mean to rant I’d cauterize my eyes to avoid the fear Of looking into a f**ing mirror I see ugly, I don’t see a trace of me Tell me it’s not true I’ll smile and f**ing disagree I’d cauterize my eyes to avoid the fear Of looking into a f**ing mirror It might sound dramatic but it’s sincere I’d do anything to look and have nothing appear Dig at my face Rip out my hair Let’s start from scratch just in case Claw at my skin Dig at my face Rip out my hair I can’t remember who I am so I’ll erase Erase Erase Erase Erase Erase Erase I’ll f**ing erase Erase Erase Erase Erase Erase Erase This body’s not f**ing mine This body’s not f**ing mine I can’t remember who I am so I’ll erase I can’t remember who I am so I’ll erase I can’t remember who I am so I’ll erase I can’t remember who I am so I’ll erase Let’s start from scratch Just in case Claw at my skin Dig at my face Rip out my hair Let’s start from scratch just in case Claw at my skin Dig at my face Rip out my hair I can’t remember who I am so I’ll erase