Swoope - Murder Me/Eulogy Interlude lyrics

[Intro: Swoope] ...Sick of myself... [Verse 1:] I'm sick of myself Sick of me tripping, I'm evicting myself I can't live with myself Dog I'm k**ing myself tryna deal with my health All of my shortcomings, homie there's a war coming Conflict in myself My enemy, is my inner me, I'm the penitentiary, I'm a convict in myself Contradicting myself Letting these special defects keep living in myself So I pull the trigger myself Call the preacher to pronounce the eulogy The Grim Reaper, cuz I'm putting Swoope to sleep Call the Pastor cuz it's finna be a ma**acre Savagely, abusively butcher this dude when we meet Ashes to ashes the pa**ion of thrashin, Dust into dust is the rush of the crushin Annihilate envy,lie--this hate in me, suffocate the dude that loves to hate this dude Ego straight to the guillotine, big head get chopped off .45 to a puffed chest, pride take a rest when I pop off Bloodshed to the dirt that's in this dirtbag, take a dirt nap, yeah you heard that Snuff my flaws til there's nothing but blood on the walls [Hook: Swoope] Slowly it's k**ing me Cutting like surgery Only thing left to do I gotta murder me [Verse 2:] I'm sick of myself Exterior flawless, but I'm sick in myself Interior nauseous I sicken myself,the sin in myself is the affliction So I'm saying I'm sickness myself Prescriptions won't help, I'm pissed with myself Enraged, I'm enslaved, so I'm whipping myself In chains by sensei that won't "give me us free" and I'm feeling defeat So sin-takers can take til Christ lives in myself Yeah, Christ lives indeed But if I live in myself, does Christ live in me? Not really...so how could i NOT k** me? Top spinning, with a gun to my dome Evil inside sometimes says "I love you" So you'll see me at times with a knife and shovel Knife for the heart that fills my mind with thoughts With lust and hate and pride and lies of all sorts I'm a k**er So is dude on the other side of that mirror So I dug his grave Sinful nature gets crucified Spirit awakens thru suicide...Do or die [Hook: Swoope] Slowly it's k**ing me Cutting like surgery Only thing left to do I gotta murder me