Swoope - Sin in Me lyrics

[Bridge 1: Mya Desiree] What in your head makes you think its okay to treat somebody like this? I'm asking for a simple phone call I thought you loved me I thought you were in love with me But you don't even love me enough to give me a phone call back? You're just gonna ignore me like I don't exist? You're just gonna throw me out like I'm a sleazy piece of meat? Am I a sleazy piece of meat to you, is that how you view me? Cuz you weren't acting like I was a piece of meat the other night I wasn't a sleazy piece of meat then This is not the way it was supposed to turn out! [Verse 1: Swoope] I brought d**h to life, I brought d**h to life My indiscretions had me ignoring directions and I left what's right Now what's left is my life hanging in the balance Or a web designed for entrapment and I'm petrified while she laughing 'cuz I'm next to die I'm staring in the Devil's eyes And all that sweet talking disappeared, now this evil is in the mirror Threatening to wreck my life Wishing that I never felt enticed By a feeling that I always felt was Mya convincing my mental This fixing was sinful and I'm in the sin though that's just a lie Shifting the blame Knowing I'm living the sin and ashamed Knowing that responsibility claims that I should be pitched in a river of flames I'm feeling the pain Crossing the line, no fill in the blank Cross on my mind, I'm drifting away Faults on my mind, this guilt is await I'm tempted to pray, but this sin's in the way Life is a Sinema, fighting the sin in my mind And the villain is crafting the animal feelings inside This chick is so kindred to Kendrick she gifted at k**in' the vibe Drowning now, Mya Desiree is who I named But sound it out; My Desire, she is who I am [Bridge 2: Mya Desiree] But guess what? I'm not going away because I'm having your baby! Yes! I am pregnant with your child! And if you think ignoring me is going to make me get rid of this child or that I'm just going to disappear into thin air? You got another thing coming! I'm having this baby whether you like it or not and your gonna help me raise it! Because if you think anything else is going to happen I promise, I will k** you Your gonna help me raise this baby, this is your child! [Verse 2: Swoope] Enticed by my own lusts, temptation is the curse of men Then like James 1 told us, conception leads to birth of sin First that baby's cute and cuddly, then that monster's grotesque Cuz that sin that used to be lovely is full grown and it's your d**h, ugghh Created this monster, screws in yo neck Frankenstein stays alive and to raise that child will be so deadly Inside of Mya is Rosemary's baby But my only hope is from the grave, rose Mary's baby Prone to wander Lord I feel it, Lord I feel this Gotta k** this illness My God, old habits they die hard when I'm tryin' to bruise what my will is Trynna view what the film is Starring Swoope, that's the villain Got the script in your Word and I'm trying hard not the scew up the lyrics Temptation's a realities, not something I dreamt half asleep I need you Jesus, I'm too weak to come up with the strength to battle me, uh I turn around to see Mya and a baby standing right there Visions of horror, then I realized it was all a nightmare... (Alarm clock fading in) Visions of horror, then I realized it was all a nightmare... [Swoope Gasp] It was a dream. Huh, it was a dream. Oh Jesus, it was a dream.. One.. Two.. Three.. [Interlude: Denise Powell] Lord fix my eyes to you, I only see you Fix my heart to you, I only want you Lord you, only you Fix my heart to you, I only want you