[Intro] Look at yourself and write down the truth. What more fatal complex subject could you find? It's hard to face. Or maybe you're afraid of yourself [Verse 1] [Madchild] Daylight fright. They might bite I get so high. I'm high as a kite Fly to new heights. I try to do right Grow older, weight of the world's on my shoulders People are bad, pretend to be helpless Mad give juice to the youth. I'm selfish I try to explore the dark side of the road Skeleton's dangling. Star-spangled mangling I'm all tangled up in two gangs I'm f**ed Devour smurf. It's all our turf Let's kick through the fence and waste a few heads But karma's a b**h that you'll face when you're dead Sweet demon, take me to a level that's a true test Devil in a blue dress, I'll do what I do best Control freak speak. Do as I say When you and I play cause you are not safe [Hook] Here I go again, here I go again [X4] [Verse 2] The mind suffers. Thoughts are all scattered With delicate matters and elegant patterns A trail of myself. I'm beyond redemption Weak to temptation, I'm filled with tension Attract acts of vengeance. I will go the length Cause I rap with my grandfather's strength I will not lose my family Miracle man, you can't stand me I push for my dreams. Only God can command me Black hand dark prints of the city It's hideous language. Bad blood on canvas No partners we will keep building I swear on the lives of my unborn children That I would burn in Hell just to keep you safe But I will stimulate my growth while I keep my faith Give you everything inside my skull These are the memoirs of a troubled soul [Hook]