Swans - Oxygen (Early Version) lyrics

Oxygen Oh man I cannot breathe Again Oxygen Come in Burn my lungs Be my friend Come in Well it's hard to get air When your neck is a fist And it's hard to walk a stair When your leg will not lift It's hard to stay alive Stuffed with cold clay inside It's hard to control your own mind When there's nowhere left to hide From the fact you can't breathe Through a hole that is closed From the panic now growing Like an oily black smoke Oh oxygen Please come in I can see the blue sky Just up ahead But it's sticky and thick And it's true color? It is red Hey there, dark man Now I drink from your bowl Hey there, Mr. Skull I'm not scared of your call Gonna go outside I'll go out in the snow Gonna rip off my skin Gonna burn up my clothes Gonna read my own bones I'll dance and I'll spin I'll cut a clean hole through solid air and I'll steal all the oxygen And my father will guide me up a road to the sky With my mother beside, my last breath will expire Oxygen! Oxygen! Aw man Aw man I cannot breathe Again My old friend Goodbye I give up Now I finally decide I am free of your grip I refuse to even try I refuse to even try