Swan Christy - Here Comes ... I lyrics

I hate myself cause in my life I always tried to be The easy solution a world of confusion left in me I never had the courage to step on a rose or make you bleed You slowly fall like a leaf from a tree But when a person cries needs silence in his eyes And cold denies the lies, it turns out to be wrong Like a jester who never laughs and prison is his home When cold denies the lies it turns out to be wrong I hate myself cause everyday in the mirror is me again This ironic face and deadly hands use me as their friend And every tear that is shed at night at day becomes a weep You slowly bleed and I don't want to see Silence, moving, silent, k**ing, silent, begging, praying, silent Can I ask you to forgive me or you will never answer me? I had a reputation, the human d**h machine The voice that screams inside I know I made it bleed Forever I will be gone, now I just cannot stay You slowly die and I turn away Silent, moving, silent, k**ing, silent, begging, praying, silent Can I ask you to forgive or you will never answer me