Sutter Kain - Tales of a Borderline lyrics

[Verse] Two b**hes two minds hard to comprehend Both different paths different stories where do I begin First b**h always used to lie to me Poppin' xanny with the kid gettin' high with me Every day she sayin' she hate me But when I'm inside that f**in' b**h is screamin' rape me But it's a catch 22 Cause after I f** and I nut I'm like we're through She like a female version of me I'm certain New Eve with a serpent But now she's out s**in' dick And braggin' and I'm braggin' about other b**hes I hit Deep conversations we both beggin' to quit Suicide tendencies and we both slittin' our wrist Alcohol get involved she yellin' and throwin' fits I'm sittin' here thinkin' I really love this b**h [Hook] Mind full of pain (these are the tales of a borderline) When we all rot away [Verse] My second b**h was f**in' n***as I know In my eyes she ain't a hoe those feelin's I let em go, but When I see the n***as I know I be waitin' if they say it I stomp em right on the floor but b**h playin' innocent Actin' like she never really been the sh** Actin' like she never even seen a dick When she out f**in' everybody I was chillin' with That's the type of sh** that I go through Mentally I know I'm f**ed up b**h keep screamin' you know I love you I keep screamin' just shut the f** up She keep screamin' you ever found love I keep screamin' b**h I need d** f** love, cause she ain't mine She just another b**h in my book of rhymes, motherf**er [Hook] Mind full of pain (these are the tales of a borderline) When we all rot away [Talking] Relationship, failure, uh, can happen because people with BPD are constantly in manic fear, uh, in a way of rejection, of abandonment, um, you will leave me, I'm paranoid, I will leave you, it's not...it's because paranoia that affects my life. There's a constant kind of feeling that everybody....everybody has already decided that they will leave you. Everybody already has or everybody already, you know, is desperate in a way to leave you behind or they will not be bothered [Hook] Mind full of pain When we all rot away