Susperia - Life Deprived lyrics

All my life I've had the same dream Every time it ends the same No one ever there to wake me up Why can't I find my saviour? It has been far too long for me to fear my inner self Need someone here to tell me it's a dream Cos it's starting to get to me Scream, I wake up screaming Shaking, laughing, crying out loud Dead, I feel like waking from the dead With one foot still in the grave Don't wanna fall asleep Can't stand this endless trip Need you to help me out Plead you to make it quick It has been far too long for me to fear my inner self I fell out on this lonely road And I can't find my way back I was once a strong man Teaching, telling, making heady All for nothing damn it Can you tell me how it blew up? It has been far too long for me to fear my inner self Things will never be the same again I've been deprived of life Don't wanna fall asleep Can't stand this endless trip Need you to help me out Plead you to make it quick