Survive this! - Lessons in deception lyrics

I've been patiently waiting for the perfect time to strike It's not the hatred that I hold on you but I sure as hell became to like I'm mistreating, misleading you I've been searching for that perfect place Where you and I come face to face Believe me when I telly you this It started with a simple kiss So through it all the things we've seen The rise the fall the inbetween So for now I am a ghost so watch your back If you could be lonely I would be so happy Because I can see everything you believe crashing like waves at sea I could be wrong here We've could've been so much more But now I see everything we believe crashing like waves at sea Now I'm secretly creeping through every little lie Dissecting all the things you said, trying to get in your head I'm believing you're decieving me I opened up the door for you and I finally let you in You pilled the pin cause I'm a hand granande The bricks you laid the walls I made around my heart a barricade Of sticks and stones the bones they break I stitch these wounds to mend the hate I hestitate If you could be lonely I would be so happy Because I can see everything you believe crashing like waves at sea I could be wrong here We could've been so much more But now I see everything we believe crashing like waves at sea This is all the time we make for people that we choose to hate We come to find ourselves within for people that we chose to mend And what I've lost I paid the cost and crucified upon the cross From through the night and to the day The moring light will guide the way If you could be lonely I would be so happy Because I can see everything you believe crashing like waves at sea I could be wrong here We could've been so much more But now I see everything we believed crashing like waves at sea