Sunny Diamonds - The Making lyrics

[Intro] I mean I figured, I figured I'd give you the real me So you could feel me, yeah [Verse 1] This is what I call the makin' of the motherlovin' greatest Amazin' how I made it through the gutter to your playlist Some still wondered, I tunnel through all the hatin' And I made it to the top, y'all can stop your debatin' I lay face with my face to the pavement Days when I slept on the floor, my aunt's basement Ain't lookin' for remorse, I just showin' you the basics Course I was forced to make it or be the wasted n***as could've loved, instead they engraved hatred in they hearts for me Please God, turn the cards for me I'm on top of the world with no apostrophe I know my mother's up there with you I know she lookin' down at me through a clear picture Bear with me, let me share with you 'Cause in my lifetime, I jot it down when I write rhymes See I was left lane cruisin', I wasn't in my right mind How could y'all judge me? If y'all don't love me, just say you don't love me f** it, I ain't lookin' for your love nor judgement Long as this money more comin' n***as I don't love nor trust them The grind got me addicted to cash flow Room spinnin', feel I'm sippin' in a fast forward motion Tell the waiter pa** more portion Gotta thank God for my mom, she could have had an abortion I'm true meanin' that dreams can come true If somethin' that's a lie can never become true So if you got a dream, believe and just you 'Cause when everybody gone, who left? Just you We can master crash up bein' active We are more than people, we are the masters If I wasn't here, I prolly be in the casket Gotta get money, n***a, f** livin' average Come on n***as, you gotta think smarter When you ain't got much, you gotta think Sparta Life swing at you, you gotta swing harder Think before I shoot, it's more Vince Carter Uh, I been alone since 14 Was forced to be the man on my own since 14 Stand for more things but plans for more dreams They put me in positions to sit inside the land of no dreams How could you blame me? This is my life, n***a This no entertainment and n***a, this is real If it's fakin', I never claim it My life written in stone, this sh** is ancient This is ancient like a slave ship n***as p**y 'cause I take trips all around down Now I'm on my grizzly jams, to the damn town Know I'm on curve busy like a pretty, brown round nickel [Hook] I can't let the time just pa** me So don't worry 'bout me Baby I'm outchea Dreams that I'm chasin', I can't forsake them But I'm gon' chase my dreams until I die So don't worry 'bout me Baby I'm outchea Dreams that I'm chasin', I can't forsake them [Outro] Yeah, constant repetition It's pa**ive aggression I mean I been doin' this so long It's like I feel like I could go twice what I already did Feel me