Sunny Day Real Estate - The Bend lyrics

Have I not been crude Or do I sound insincere I'm just trying to make some sense of this Before I lose another year Its all that I can do Cause its so hard to feel They control you Like I'm behind the wheel But it won't steer Stepping off the stone Do I want to, no I don't It was clear in what the path I left behind And now I feel alone No matter what I do Cause its so hard to feel They control you Like I'm behind the wheel But it won't steer Have I not been crude Or do I sound insincere I'm just trying to make some sense of this Before I lose another year