SuiSai - Loading screen lyrics

{Verse 1: SuiSai} Lay those thoughts to rest for now Like how could they accept me Can't accept myself Time to just stop thinking So uncomfortable within This skin it's wearing thin And all those flaws will show So I'll hide myself Within these walls And never tell a soul {Chorus: SuiSai} Hard to treat yourself Like someone that you love That mirror floods My heart with hate Always on the run Treat life like it's a joke But I can't trick myself for good {Verse 2: Dion} If you're alone When I'm gone Did you see what I see? 'Cause I mean when I leave I'll be long 'Cause I feel it all again I know how you pretend To smile as though we're still just friends When no one is around You cry when feeling down Some days you want it all to end {Chorus: SuiSai} Hard to treat yourself Like someone that you love That mirror floods My heart with hate Always on the run Treat life like it's a joke But I can't trick myself for good {Verse 3: SuiSai} Took all the chemicals To try to feel again Been three days since I've left this bed Try to cover up So none of my friends worry Wouldn't wanna burden them