Suburban scum - Self loathing lyrics

"Self Loathing" Featuring Vinny HC Am I living in hell? My whole world collapsed Beaten but not broken I still felt the aftermath Nothing will ever go right So why should I try? Locked in a bind through the hands of time This is my own demise You ever get the feeling that everything you do in your whole life is one big crock of sh**?!- Growing up I never thought it would come to this, sometimes I wake up and don't want to deal with it. I find the burning flame deep in my soul, so long as the fire burns I keep my control. My fuse is running and I'm close to the edge, I'll fight this f**ing world and have my revenge HAVE MY REVENGE I can't even look at myself Something's gotta give No path to follow I have no incentive Where there's a will, there's a f**ing way This battered soul has seen better days Pressure just makes me stronger It drives me hate I won't take your sh**ty anymore, kid I'll spit in your face