Subterranean Masquerade - Temporary Psychotic State (A Recollection of Where It All Began) lyrics

Mirrors covered my hopes for endless mournful hours, hours of staring into me As time pa**es in circles, surrounding fields of trust â?? faithless I'll drown â?? free I wish my fingers to bleed from a touch of grace I wish my eyes to be wounded by a broken gla** Pa**ionate to paint my dreams in daylight, beyond the fields of grief a path Withered as your bright world, count dead hours under neurotic spark To be heard in silence To be embraced in the nights Sometimes I feel I'm drowning In this sea of despair and lust With salty tears like pilgrims I'm witnessing my own demise Pa**ionate to cross this border To come free at once To throw myself into the fire Immortal, I'll become one with the dust Forgive me as I'm losing I'm almost thereâ?¦ I'm coming â?? almost touching â?? so real â?? so close â?? So much for fighting this psychotic state of mine Do you know how it feels to be awakened as water covers my eyes?