Struggle Da Preacher - That's Only Me lyrics

[Verse 1]: Once i am there i am going nowhere Now i am nowhere, came from my baddest nightmare I'm at the point to decide what i'm gonna do Gonna fade away right here or tryna something new Life marked me with bruise, but never broke me yet So i got strengths to go,what the f** i await? What is the difference it make - either die without tryin here Or die tryna go and take it I'm gonna make it, facin all difficulties f** all my haters, financial crisis I know what i die for Rather than sit and wait knowin that you dyin out son A gun is a gun, a word is a word My word is a bond but it's a bullet that put you in dirt There are so many things in life that hurt Those who were the last on one day they gonna be first [Chorus: Struggle da Preacher, Danika (singing in the back)]: Only me in my life though you can take it away Only her whom i love, now let me make you upset My body's subject to your bullet on the way from hell You can't take my soul even if you try your best That's only me in my life though you can take it away Only her whom i love, now let me make you upset My body's subject to your bullet on the way from hell You can't take my soul even if you try your best, son [Verse 2]: Suicide is a suicide You never know the d**h you die though you can set up A scenario to affect the end You never know if it f** up or help you out You may face different life from the one you planned You know everything takes a risk sometimes u gotta bend To take a win; Scream if you're scared but just keep going So i'm going, facing my fears I am self motivated, taking responsibilities Life ain't play, though they used to say Life is a struggle, i got no time for games We waste alot of time pretend to be someone We turn our 30's with owing nothing But them loans to pay and kids to raise What do you call life in lost paper chase [Chorus 2x]