Strapping Young Lad - Detox ('96 demo) lyrics

I've got a feeling With the wrong people And I can't control my thoughts I wish that I could sleep And just get this over with This is only high school bullsh** I just want to feel I was warned Absolutely numb No good around people Everyone knows and watches me How did I get here tonight? What am I doing here? How did I reach this state? How did I lose my sight? I'm lost, I'm freaking And everybody knows, everyone's watching So here's all my hopes and aspirations Nothing but puke God, I'm so lonely (?) How could I be such a stupid ba*tard? Ah, you dumb bugger! I just want to feel