Straightaway - My Own Demise lyrics

I don't know if I should smile or just let myself cry I've seen these days pa** me by with disappointment in disguise I'm craving for this moment I will escape from this cold I've got a bitter feeling at the very bottom of my heart And it makes me wonder why Am I on the rise or am I witnessing my own demise? If you expect me to let you know you got me wrong I've been working all these little things out on my own for way too long Tomorrow I'll be fine and I'll be strong Back to the bright side is where I belong One step ahead and two steps back Or is it the other way around? I'm losing track Have I been paving the way for better days Or lost myself on another meandering way? If you expect me to let you know you got me wrong I've been working all these little things out on my own for way too long Tomorrow I'll be fine and I'll be strong Back to the bright side is where I belong