Stories Through Storms - The Abuser lyrics

I can still see my mother's eyes Full of tears All the promises you made Shortly turned to pain All the hatred in your heart made you this monster You left your mark Are you proud father I can't wish this all away You've scarred me for Life I won't forget I will always remember The man you never were I'll always remember The bruises you left I've lost all hope For a father that I wanted to know I tried so hard But I can't let go I tried so hard I can't let go You will never change You're Broken and f**ed Relentlessly You tore me to shreds You were supposed to Teach me how to survive But your hatred consumed you Your f**in dead inside Hit me again tell me that I'm nothing Hit me again give me all your hate I've been waiting for this day for far to long I've been waiting to paint the walls with your f**in blood! I've whispered in the dark for far too long Holding out my hands for help I've been suffering all alone Living in a shell to scarred to move Screaming out for help but no one knew Holding onto to hope that you would change Mother was right you'll always be the same d**h to the abuser The Abuser I've felt the cuts and wounds opened up I begged you to stop but it wasn't enough The blood dripping down my face like a f**in dog Is this what you want I've done all I can To remove you From this place in my head Where you are my father Every chance I got I wished I was dead Now I live with all these f**ed up things in my head I've whispered in the dark for far too long Holding out my hands for help I've been suffering all alone Living in a shell to scarred to move Screaming out for help but no one knew Holding onto to hope that you would change Mother was right you'll always be the same d**h to the abuser!! The Abuser!