Stona - Family of disgrace lyrics

I'm sick of living in this family of disgrace That's why I try so hard to make my self erase And hope to god I ll vanish without a trace I can't believe you can't see this pain on my face As I try to find my way out of this hellish place Darkness is all I can taste Your the one that tore our friendship apart Trying to k** what's left of my broken heart How did this all f**ing start? It hurts me really bad.. How did our family end up so sad? Since the d**h of uncle stace My life has been hard to embrace I keep hoping to god That this is just another phase But 1 by 1 my family disappeared without a trace And before I knew it the rest of them switched & went straight b**h! Like some one flipped a light switch If Am I so hated Then why was I even created? I admit I might of f**ed up here or there But f** you co*k s**ers I'll always be there for you No matter the bull sh** you do. Get the f**ing clue! Only if you mother f**ers knew how bad you really hurt me And the day my little brother died I bet you prefer it was me f**, I wish it was me to Cause that's what family's do But I'm just me And that's all I can be