Steve Wynn - Don't Deserve This lyrics

I made my own way Got lost in the game Wandered out in the desert And came back just the same Searched for a place where a man could be free I saw the enemy staring back at me I don't deserve this Sacrificed my love Tore a hole in my heart Tried to fly the flag And then ripped it all apart ...And then at the moment when it seemed least likely, I found my salvation. I felt the blood drain from my body and my arms reached up to the sky. The skies parted and a gentle rain fell down upon me and everyone I ever knew and everything I had ever done and everything I had ever seen was all laid out before me in a path of my life. And I let myself go. I let myself go. I just let myself go