Stepson - Never Mind Me lyrics

I know what it feels like To be left on your own To want to end it all And end the pain you've shown I know that you feel like it's all your fault But it's mine You know? I never thought I'd be the same I cried for weeks I felt the blame I'm getting worse and you don't know But I'm not angry anymore I hate myself I hate you too I don't know what I did to you? I'm giving up I'm letting go Nevermind, you'll never know I need you in this moment But you left me all alone I'm just sitting and waiting By the telephone It's not like you're dead And it's not like you're dying But when you told me you loved me I knew you were lying I know what it feels like To be left on your own To want to end it all And end the pain you've shown I know that you feel like it's all your fault But it's mine You know? You sat at the end of my bed I'll never forget what you said You told me you were nothing And you were better off dead You said you wanted to try again Just like your son jumping in front of that train I saw it I saw the pain in your face It only gets worse It doesn't go away I can hear you crying And I'm sorry that it hurts But you can't hear me crying Because it's hidden in my shirt You can't hurt me anymore I already hurt myself And I still feel like I'm nothing without you I gave up on you when you gave up on me I lost hope I let go I would give up on me too You made me think it was all my fault You've broken me, you broke my heart You told me you tried You told me you'd end it You told me you loved me And I'd never forget it I'll never forget it And I'll never forgive you You're k**ing me You've k**ed yourself