Steaknife - How Do I Look From There lyrics

[Hook Danny Boone] How do I look from there? Is it as bad as it feels right here? Cuz my head is stuck in gear Tremendous noise between my ears And I've seen some mean a** years Sometimes I feel like the end is near But I won't shed a tear Cuz that's my biggest fear [Verse 1 Steaknife] Living to die, give me the lies I stare in the sky, a tear in my eye I wipe it away, deny what I feel And hide from myself, I'm losing my will I give and I take it Every which way that I can I cannot continue to battle Me myself as man you understand I know you got something better Than whatever be sitting up inside of me I'm hiding myself in the shadows beside of me [Hook Danny Boone] How do I look from there? Is it as bad as it feels right here? Cuz my head is stuck in gear Tremendous noise between my ears And I've seen some mean a** years Sometimes I feel like the end is near But I won't shed a tear Cuz that's my biggest fear [Verse 2 Steaknife and Danny Boone] Losing control, it's bruising my soul It hurts me to think, I pour me a drink If that ain't enough, my heron bone gotta kink My eyes are so red, blood drips when I blink Head screams like a rape date And I think I need a drink but I can't wait Everyday I find another way to tempt fate Born to fight I was trouble out the damn gate And I try to keep it real but I stay fake Like 5 in the morning really ain't late And you hate to wait on the daybreak Two fingers on my neck and I check my rate I shake and... [Hook Danny Boone] How do I look from there? Is it as bad as it feels right here? Cuz my head is stuck in gear Tremendous noise between my ears And I've seen some mean a** years Sometimes I feel like the end is near But I won't shed a tear Cuz that's my biggest fear [Verse 3 Danny Boone] Never could live up to lies You lite up my life and just left it on ice And thought that you might be different But didn't apply the time a idiot sh** head kid like me Does to fight inadequate feelings and now to get even No doubt as I'm leaving the house And disease and my spouse is the reason I doubt that I'll even be 'round this evening Now its freaking me out this aluminum can Brew in my hand to give me some damn peace Do what I can to be free of insanity Yet for the 30th time, its curtains and Im Searching to find a prettier mind My luck is certainly sh**ty its blind This wall gon' need a rope climbing up [Hook Danny Boone] How do I look from there? Is it as bad as it feels right here? Cuz my head is stuck in gear Tremendous noise between my ears And I've seen some mean a** years Sometimes I feel like the end is near But I won't shed a tear Cuz that's my biggest fear