Stawza - Misled lyrics

Dont know whats real I dont know whats fake Always feel this hate I was made this way My mind always spinnin These thoughts overwhelm For you life is heaven For me it is hell All so surreal b**h i drown in depression Im leavin impressions The shells from the wesson Ain't born with blessins Straight ready to die If i were to go Would you dare say goodbye Oh you all care now Oh you all there now Where the f** where you When i was always getting stared out Always getting knocked down But always getting back up Do this sh** myself I ain't looking for ya back up Hope ya get the f** back Ima aboutta bust back Only really trust rap Cause it was always there for Me and my crew See we be like family Drugs in the vanity Taking my sanity Try to expand And we trying to grow Rolling up more and I drown in the flow Walk through the night Where am i to go Zig zag in my hand And the dope in my sock Someone explain to me Definition of real life Staring at my skin While im grippin a steel knife Drugs in my veins The way that we stay If you really want it Your d**h is arranged We at it again It ain't for the cash And it ain't for the fame Pictures in the frame, burnin Walk through the valley I ain't returning Slow i collapse Wait to relapse Emotion is showin in every track Im just sittin back Speakin these words Hopin you listen Im hopin im heard If iam not What is the point Preparing my tomb Rolling a joint Get high every day Just to show im on point Try to expand And we trying to grow Rolling up more and I drown in the flow Walk through the night Where am i to go Zig zag in my hand And the dope in my sock Zig zag in my hand Dope in my sock Pullin out the code And we open the lock Ima rise to the top Ain't surprised when you drop Just another phase Another trend Another fake rapper People talk sh** Why you thinin they matter Ima end it all Ima spread grey matter Got one goal Ima make my plate fatter Dont need to explain Cause you already know I was alone So trapped in this hole And there was no escape Im rollin the dice to determine my fate Takin the chance I probably lose Spend most my time Battered and bruised We badder than you f** that attitude Rise altitudes You could never go to Barriers i broke through Go crazy with the whole crew You dont got no clue You dont got no buzz Why you even lie Sayin you would show up But now im off the radar Give a f** about a b**h Give a f** about a hater