Staten - Solace lyrics

I woke up without you again You left your imprint in my bed I woke up without you again You're the love I'll remember And I'm the mess you'll forget It was 4am, I kissed your lips inside my car It was cold as hell, I saw the truth inside the dark You were scared as well, I caught the shiver from your hands And I told you everything you needed to hear, understand That I loved you more, I loved you so much more Than you could ever comprehend You could've broken my spine I'd still try to make amends I saw it hurt you more than it Could ever damage me God damn me for ever Thinking that you could change My fault, the melodies You used to sing are Memories that haunt me When I dream or when I'm barely wide awake How'd you f** me up so badly That I moved to another state? Took a flight all by myself Where the heat resembles hell I'll do this on my own I don't need someone else To fix all of my problems I got it, please don't help Can't tell me my feeling's invalid If it's what I felt But I'm cautious Cause of all this Anxiety that I bottled My apartment It's haunted Not the bottle again I can't stop this Need solace I'm a monster Blind eye for A pill at the bottom I'll ration my medicine Crush it and snort the end Losing my mind again Losing myself again Wake up alone, wake up alone Never want to fall asleep without you Wake up alone, wake up alone Never want to fall in love without you Drink by myself, f** up my health Never want to fall asleep without you Losing the cause now that you're gone Never want to fall in love without you