Staten - Silver Plate lyrics

Where's my silver plate? You promised it'd take me away It's not a cry for attention I need some help but no one listens Poor boy lost somewhere Self-righteous ba*tard, nobody cares What's the cost of buying new friends? I don't have much but I'll give you what I can A failure, I went back home I f**ing choked as I said I would Wish my call dropped when we last spoke I broke down in my room when I heard your voice Where's my silver plate? You promised it'd take me away It's not a cry for attention I feel so alone but no one listens So if I drink and smoke and sniff More than I talk It's not your fault But don't tell me To pray to God As if he has a cure for All this pain I got If He's the one who made me Then I guess he f**ed up Sorry mother, I'm just angry f**ing hurt, I just want to leave so badly My child, calm down It's really not that bad I'll do whatever makes you happy Just come back I'm so desperate I'm such a goddamn mess It's not for attention I promise I'm not lying I need someone to listen