Stars Hollow - Cloud Envy lyrics

I wanna die laughing Falling into a pile of leaves All along not knowing A bed of nails was underneath But I know that it's hard to wake up in the morning I'll always fall short of what's expected of me But I'll be the finest shell that a casket has ever seen Did you ever see? Did you ever see me? I wanna die lonely Because I've never been good at goodbyes Always just floating along Wishing I was just in the sky I have cloud envy But the way I feel swallows me Choking me down, gnawing it's teeth Until I'm asleep six feet deep Gasping for air, I can't breathe I know it shouldn't be But I know it's meant to be ~~My cemetery~~