Starmarket - Top Floor lyrics

What can i do. say what is new to myself. where can i hide. and get aside from myself. i'm getting so tired of this. it shades my sight. i'm going blind in all this. i cannot fight. once again things fall inside me. once again i then deny me. once again things fall apart. and once again i have to start. rebuilding everything i know. what is the point. i've been so far from myself. it makes no sense. i should be a friend of myself.