Starmarket - Choker lyrics

It's up to you. that's what she said. and i knew it was coming. it rang in my head. until i was struck dumb. like every time. i was swept away. i just felt like running. start counting days. to come back again. i don't know what this is. or how to make it better. cause again it calls me up. although i should not be there. it's my truth. and my faith. and has always been my shelter. it's going to drown me. what is the point. not to get close would make us feel much better. maybe too late for that anyhow. i don't approve and there is no time. i wish i met her later. if it was my choice. but now it's not.