Starlito - What Was I Thinking Pt. 4 lyrics

[Intro] GhettOut, ah I just be scribblin' in my lil journal, you know It's Lito [Verse] Can't please everybody, I ain't even gon' worry about it Can't stop 'em from talkin' 'bout me Ain't concerned what you heard about me Streets talking, yeah word of mouth I can spell it out, I prefer the count Grinding for what you whining 'bout In the hole but I'm climbing out One in the hole, catching plays Running routes, flying out Don't post corners at the screen door She get out of pocket, leave the ho (Man it all started way before All Star, man it's Lito) Paid my light bill by my birthday, drop a mixtape on my court date Seem like you never know 'til it's too late (Seem like you never know 'til it's too late) Mama used to tell me watch your friends, now I'm like what friends? Who can I trust in? will I ever love again? Supposed to went to counseling, instead I used my ink pen Round trip from the sunken place weekly, let that sink in Gambling, fornicating, drinking, anything but sleeping What was I thinking? I wasn't thinking at all Nah, I just took a loss, who can I call? feel like my phone off I ain't heard from none of y'all except when you're gossiping like broads f** what you heard and don't speak on what you saw I got grief on me from OB, so-called street n***as so flawed Keep my heater in my drawers, you lil b**h I just skeeted in her jaw, you probably leave it in her raw You gon' be with her for life, I'm gon' delete that ho tomorrow When I get too bored I might just need that ho to borrow I just binge watched Ozark, I'm 'bout to Benz on them boards Wonder if they got a clearance for all this revenge in my heart Feel the vengeance in my veins, so much pain, man I'm scared Never change for no change, I remain the same As when I came in this game, Jermaine used his brain ‘Cause nobody never gave me anything My purpose is to give hope, nah it ain't to entertain Use my mistakes as education, I made it through the rain [Outro] You take a million dollars, 'cause every n***a I see wanna be millionaires You take a million dollars and change it into seconds A million seconds is thirteen days Take a billion dollars and change it into seconds, it's thirty-two years Who wanna be a millionaire but a fool?