Starlito - PTSD lyrics

[Intro] What we gotta do to get it right? Lately all we seem to do is fight I just had a dream 'bout you last night Driving, thought I seen you at the light Starlito Yeah I don't know, f** [Verse 1] Still wartorn and scarred Forgot to remember anything next morning from off them bars Twenty bullets hit the car, all of 'em meant for Star Got to pay rent tomorrow, car too dark to disregard I miss my squad, at war with myself, pissed with God Now I'm feeling these changes, slowly turning to this old head, man f** that Just an eighties baby with some old bread We used to pray just not to go fed Where would I be if I ain't, man free Roy Gold, homie hold your head I just been riding 'round lurking, I ain't go to bed Used to just ride around serving out an Oldsmobile Never in a million years thought I would outgrow the Ville I still would sell out my liil shows just so you know it's real Grind hard, received this as an opus, call it finally focused You ever really been in a shootout and you was tryna reload? f**, cry one tear, no bucket Two Glocks and they twins, call 'em Kirby and Puckett Tryna get it right and make it right, I keep it right Probably one of the reasons I can't sleep at night Tired of holding back tears Just checked my watch, it's time to let go of my fears Where I'm going, I have no idea My whole career, I'm just thuggin', but I made the most of it, yeah I'm just hustlin' but I made some folks love me So f** it, here goes nothing, now it's something Went from nothing to something Way too private for my life to be so public and function I ain't gon' lie here, lately I been thinking kind of destructive Angry how I became allowed 'cause I got better judgement than that That n***a signed, why I ain't f**in' with that My b**h hit me every hour like why I ain't loving her back? Mama even told me boy you shouldn't ever mistreat her She love you like I love you and you ain't gon' see it 'til she leave [Interlude] What we gotta do to get it right? Lately all we seem to do is fight I just had a dream 'bout you last night Driving, thought I seen you at the light, yeah [Verse 2] Skinny n***a, big dreams Since long braids and tall tees Whether I had a little bit or a lot, it was all me Thought like a boss even though nobody taught me Often took a smaller piece just to make sure we all eat Loyalty mean more to me than a tattoo Grind hard, and there's more to me than these rap tunes Take it back to the avenue You don't have a clue Go to sleep grindin', wake up hustlin' sh** that's how we had to do Still have flashbacks too, ridin' 'round strapped with the [?] Shoutout the shawty that bought us all them bullets Tryna get straight, I always thought so crooked [Outro] Eh, Lito My common sense sayin' I should move along Ain't no love at home All my guns throwaways Just threw away another phone Underground underdog, the hood took me under, yeah GhettOut