Starling - Die Hard Crush lyrics

Funny how this guy on cable Pulls a feather trigger, takes me back The way he wanted buddy's other Swallowed every feeling does serve as a reminder I am living a lie Saying I'm glad you two are fine I should be living right And getting rid of this die hard crush Are you sleeping well? Guess I missed my then or never Those few days I spent with you sans him Hours laying around on my last morning All that I could do what with that line Was reach for your hair and had I have dared To cross it would you still be there I know you never felt that way I can't help it I'm still reading into all that you do or say