Starf - The Fabled Introduction lyrics

I'll admit it when I say I still don't know what I'm to do When I realize that it's over but thoughts still drift back to you And now as I record the final track made to be first I sit and reflect on the best and get pulled forward to the worst I realize it would be stupid asking how it could happen to me But the one thing I'll never realize is how you couldn't see That I loved you so much and now you're just letting that go And through the future you expect me to forget all that I know Well if that's your wish then fine it's the least I can do But just hear it one more time, for my sake: I love you So this is where it starts the begining of my new age Am I to take the love I had and replace it with rage? Should I flip my personality and decide to simply change? Should I really take myself and decide to estrange? Well if there's one thing I've learned it's that we've just gotta wait And in the end I'll still have my love, why should it warp to hate The answers will unfold I hope so I'm giving it time And in the end without you or not my life will be sublime So this body with hostility and extra love to spare Will continue to go through the motions and nobody will care In the end they'll never know that the genius was right there Trying to warn them even though they can't they should try to prepare What am I to do? What am I to do? I guess I'll just have to sit here and remember you I guess I'll just have to hope you'll say you love me too What am I to do? What am I to do? I guess I'll just have to sit here and forget you I guess these fantasies just aren't coming true So now I guess the introductions the end of the mystery And so now we move on and whats to come is merely history The begining of the end