Star - Why lyrics

I have though a lot about things about the situation and happenings And i think im the one to blame Because how i explained everything was so lame it was my fault he had hope i think he can never ever cope and now i know it cannot be undone maybe we could all just call it quits and say we had fun I had tried to say it in a nice way thinking "maybe he wouldn't be hurt this way" but my creativity got the everything so confusing and the real message he was not realizing i knew i would be lying if i said he had nothing I just thought he was wiser Choosing a path that is better But he held on to that point one percent Like a rock fighting an ocean's current But I know it is a losing battle Like a .1 could make 99 rattle? You said i should give him a clue So this may seem out of the blue but im just gonna give it straight forward to me there is just no going backward "US" is just not possible because right now my feelings is not credible I don't know if have let go of my past it's just that im confused if the my feelings still last I have said this to him already But his faith in overcoming the current is steady He wants to try even if i say its not gonna work out I felt nothing can be done so i just pout You know i still wants him to be my friend Even though i Know that there are scars i cannot tend but i just feel like its a waste to end A friendship i thought that never can be bent Right now im letting him do what he wants Nothing's gonna change ever he do it for months im just so sorry for giving him thoughts he didn't needed And sorry for the false hope in his heart that seeded