Staind - Tonight lyrics

Just try to understand This isn't what I planned This ride's out of my hands So now I'm forced to be Something I can not be If only I could make you see Tonight I'm alive I've watched you all grow up and so have I Inside this isn't really what I had in mind I no longer relate To this world of hate That's forced upon my plate I tend to disagree I hope its not just me Alone if only I could make you see Tonight I'm alive I've watched you all grow up and so have I Inside this isn't really what I had in mind I had in mind Tonight I'm alive I've watched you all grow up and so have I Inside this isn't really what I had in mind This time I watch you all grow up and so have I Inside this isn't really what I had in mind I had in mind