Staggered Crossing - My Disease lyrics

It's been a real cold summer honey I'm talking loneliness and rock'n roll I'm in over my head Yeah, I dug myself a little hole And I've been thinking about you overtime And overtime is messing up my mind It's just a matter of a moment I'm not gonna be this way all the time Can't you feel, my disease Can't you feel my disease? It's been a really hard year too honey And it's not easy for me to explain She's got a beautiful heart But the two of us are on different planes And I been drinking really heavily Just so I can ease my pain Thank GOD for cotton candy too, sugar I've been riding high on Casey's train Can't you feel my disease