Stacie Orrico - I'm Not Missing You (Shake Ya Cookie radio edit) lyrics

Oh I'm not missing you Hm Been through just about everything that I could go through When it comes to relationships Don't know what I was missin' Or why I ain't listen When I told myself that was it But here I go hurt again 'Cause of my curiosity Now that it's over, what else could it be? He decides to cheat? I made a promise never to settle Why didn't I keep it? 'Cause I hated the heart break, cryin' & cheatin' The foolin' around But I'm not missing you... I'm not goin' through the motions Waitin' & hopin' you call me I'm not missing you You might've had me open But I must be goin' because I got life to do I know I'm usually hangin' on I used to hate to see you go But this time it's different I don't even feel the distance I'm not missin', I'm not missin' you... It's a shame in a way 'Cause I feel that I may not Ever find the right one for me Did I leave him this year Right in front of my face, oh Will my love ever be? Why would I go on a search again? When I know what the end will be What good is love when it keeps on hurting me? I made a promise never to settle Why didn't I keep it? 'Cause I hated the heart break, cryin' & cheatin' The foolin' around But I'm not missing you... I'm not goin' through the motions Waitin' & hopin' you call me I'm not missing you You might've had me open But I must be goin' because I got life to do I know I'm usually hangin' on I used to hate to see you go But this time it's different I don't even feel the distance I'm not missin', I'm not missin' you... No, I can't be with you 'cause I'm scared Felt like I was fallin' when you left me I can't keep goin' through life Unaware of what I'm missin' Or the person that I could be Love's good when it's right Bad, when it's left in you memory All the times & anytime I guess love would be nice for someone, as this life... I'm not missin' you... I'm not goin' through emotions Waiting & hopin' you call me I'm not missin' you You might've had me open But I must be goin' because I got life to do I know I'm usually hangin' on I used to hate to see you go (I used to hate it) Different... (Don't feel the) distance I'm not missin', I'm not missin' you... I'm not goin' through emotions Waiting & a hopin' you call me (Knocking at my door) You might've had me open But I must be goin' because (This is the best day of my life) I know I'm usually hangin' on I used to hate to see you go Different... (Don't feel the) distance I'm not missin', I'm not missin' you... Ohhh I'm not missing you No baby I'm not missing you I'm so over you Get my hopes up when I'm in love Until we break up then I'm back to the Same spot, I've been lonely, drownin' 'Cause every guy turns out to be the same So now I'm questioning is it me to blame? Is it me? Am I so complicated? Is it me? Or is love over-rated? Is it me? 'Cause I don't quite understand Why it never turns out how I thought I planned it Is it me? Am I too independent? Is it me? Not ready for commitment? Is it me? 'Cause it doesn't seem to last And it's the only question that I never asked