Stabilo - Laughing Nervously lyrics

We'll say we burn Burn the land behind us Push off, set sail For infinite seas of possobilities Never to return There's nothing to return to now This new-found freedom Plagues me like the dark The dark that owns my heart And now, i feel we've gone too far To find out who we are Instead, i found a mess I called it "meaningless"... There's nothing left Nothing left to do but, Just smile, and kiss, and fade and fall asleep Laughing nervousely And if you could... Would you live these years again? No How sickeningly absurd, how all these hours were spent Never meant to waste them And now, i feel we've gone too far To find out who we are Instead, i found a mess We called it "meaningless" Too young to follow thru On anything I say I'll do I'll do for you And that is just my way And if you leave, I know we will fall through I'm contagious But if you fall, I know I will fall too We're always changing