Stabilizer - Needless lyrics

I've never been fond of white picket fences Why do they take so much offense at that? I always go against the grain There must be something in my brain That makes me want to fight But are they true? All these rules I gave myself? Am I overcoming conditioning? Or is this needless rebellion? Am I raging for the sake of it Or is there more I won't admit They say it's selfish, that I will regret I'd rather know for sure than create someone from a bet It'd be far worse to find I didn't have that state of mind And ruin someone else's life Are they true? All these rules I gave myself? Maybe I know myself Better than I thought I did But then what's led me to All of this questioning There must be something I've not seen