Stabbing Westward - Red On White lyrics

Now I'm so tired, so so tired of working this out Going to give myself up, up to the truth of what this is, of what I am Take from me all of my blood, take from me all of my head This is the best thing I can do Why is it me instead of you (I come down) Now this is real I can't go back, caught up with everything here tonight Going ot f** myself up Going to throw myself away Going to give this to you Give you what I've become First red on white then red on red I left my sould back in my bed This is the best thing I can do Why is it me instead of you (I come down)